It Hurt's

[elflover59]

Yesterday my Hubby and i made the decision to put my Dog Xena to sleep today.( We don't need a appointment for it.You just walk in) I can not watch her suffering any longer. I would not be surprised if the Vet tells us we waited to long and we made her suffer. She is half blind, she barley can hear and she can not hold it long enough to go to the Bathroom. I know she has arthritis for a while now and we gave her pills for that. I could deal with that but ever since she had a operation to remove a few Tumors she started having problems with her back legs. It got really bad the last few weeks. Her back legs just don't want to work. She can not get them up. When we try to help her all she does is cries in pain. So she slides on her behind and cries and this is how she makes it outside. Her back legs just don't work. Xena is laying right next to me right now. That's all what she is doing all day and night long, just laying around. She does not have the energy to get up. I am trying to come up with a reason to keep her longer but i can not find a single one. She would be 14 years old in September and i had her since she is 6 weeks old. Knowing she will not be here after today hurts so darn much. She was my first dog ever,she is my baby. I hope there is a better place where our pet's go after they leave this place.

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XENA
R.I.P.
16 September 1994 - 9 August 2009

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/quiet_tears_/]

oh love i am so sorry ): i am flowing with tears as i type. i feel your pain and im just so sorry. you are making the right decision. i hope your pain passes soon and you can remember the good memories. i think it must just take time for the pain to pass.
i wish i could say something to help you. and i wish pets didnt have to go. im sorry.
you are wonderful and i love you.
xoxoxox hugs

[elflover59.livejournal.com]

Love you too hun. Xena left fast and peacefully with my hubby and son holding her."huggels"

[http://users.livejournal.com/quiet_tears_/]

i dont understand why animals have to die or people either ): so sad
but it is a part of life and everything will be ok sweetie pie
HUGE HUGS..im here if you need me xoxx

[elflover59.livejournal.com]

It is good to know you. I realy like you a lot and one of this day you have to come and visit."hugs"

[http://users.livejournal.com/quiet_tears_/]

aww this made me smile! i really like you a lot too, you are an absolute sweetheart. yes, it would be fun to visit someday, hey? xoxox hugs
i hope you are feeling ok, huge hugs xoxox

[elflover59.livejournal.com]

Feeling ok.:)