elflover59: (Default)
( Aug. 9th, 2009 01:00 am)
Yesterday my Hubby and i made the decision to put my Dog Xena to sleep today.( We don't need a appointment for it.You just walk in) I can not watch her suffering any longer. I would not be surprised if the Vet tells us we waited to long and we made her suffer. She is half blind, she barley can hear and she can not hold it long enough to go to the Bathroom. I know she has arthritis for a while now and we gave her pills for that. I could deal with that but ever since she had a operation to remove a few Tumors she started having problems with her back legs. It got really bad the last few weeks. Her back legs just don't want to work. She can not get them up. When we try to help her all she does is cries in pain. So she slides on her behind and cries and this is how she makes it outside. Her back legs just don't work. Xena is laying right next to me right now. That's all what she is doing all day and night long, just laying around. She does not have the energy to get up. I am trying to come up with a reason to keep her longer but i can not find a single one. She would be 14 years old in September and i had her since she is 6 weeks old. Knowing she will not be here after today hurts so darn much. She was my first dog ever,she is my baby. I hope there is a better place where our pet's go after they leave this place.


16 September 1994 - 9 August 2009


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